STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs.

Affirmation

Breakfast in Tiffany’s

Everytime

Good Girls gone bad

All the Thing She Said

If I Was Invisible

Let the pain remain

STEP TWO:
– Name: Abegail Ong
– Birth date: Oct 7
– Nickname: abi, bebang. bang, bebs, abe
– Eye Color: tsoklet Brown
– Hair Color: Dark Brown. 
– Zodiac Sign: Libra.

STEP THREE:
–The shoes you wore today: none..just flip flops :>
– Your weaknesses: flattery. (it gets in my head)
– Your fear(s): lizard, heights,small dark rooms  
– Your perfect pizza: PIZZA with everything!!! yum yum :>
– Goal you’d like to achieve: pass the board exam (napakashort term noh..ahaha)

STEP FOUR:
– Your best physical feature: dunno. :))
– Your bedtime? 11pm :D
– Most missed memory? school days.

STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
– Pepsi or Coke? COKE.
– McDonald’s or Burger King: McDO
– Adidas or Nike: nIKE
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: NESTEA
– Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE. 
– Cappuccino or coffee: CAPPUCCINO.

STEP SIX:
Do You…
– Smoke: NO.
– Curse: UH-OH..YES.
– Sing: YES.
– Dance: USED TO.
– Take a shower everyday: YES.
– Have a crush: YES.
– Do you think you’ve been in love: YES.
– Want to go to college: BEEN THERE. DONE THAT. 
– Like(d) high school: MOST OF THEM
– Want to get married: YES. :d.
– Get motion sickness: YUP.
– Think you’re a health freak: NOPE.
– Get along with your parents: YE-NO. ahaha..go figure

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
– Gone to the mall: YES.
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: how i wish..NOPE.
– Eaten Sushi: after one bite, NO!
– Been on stage: YES.
– Gone skating: NOPE.
– Made homemade cookies: uh..NOPE.
– Gone Skinny dipping: wonder how that feels.NOPE.
– Stolen anything: YEP.. :>

STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: uh..NOPE.muntik na..ahaha.
– If so, was it mixed company: NOPE
- Flashed anyone: UH NOPE..
– Been beaten up: IN A WAY
– Shoplifted: NO

STEP NINE:
– Age you hope to be married: BETWEEN 30- 35? dunno..ehehe
– Numbers of Children: 2!
– Describe your Dream Wedding: am the bride.hardeeharhar
– What country would you most like to visit? err..ENGLAND!!

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
– Best eye color?: BLACK
– Best hair color?: brown or black.
– Short hair or long hair?: uhm..short.
– Height: taller than me.. :D

STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: 15-25? ehehe..don’t know
– Number of CDs that I own: uhm..dunno
– Number of tattoos: NONE
– Number of piercings: 2.

Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday? MMY FAMILY
What woke you up this morning? THE DISHES
Where are you? OUR BEDROOM
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? YES!.
Do you like anybody? yES.


THE PAST
Ever thrown up in public? NOPE
Passed out because of alcohol? NOPE
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? IS THIS QUIZ ENDLESS??

THE FUTURE
What kind of home would you like? HOMEY :d
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?AT WORK AND STILL LIVING!

IN GENERAL
Do you like candy necklaces? TOO SWEET
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? UH..LAST WEEK I GUESS :)
Do you listen to music every day? YUP
Do you still go trick or treating? NOPE
What was the last thing you ate? BREAD.
Are you a fast typer? NOPE
Whats your favorite type of soda? ICE CREAM SODA!
Have you ever moved? YUP
Have you ever won an award? UH..YUP
Are you listening to music right now? NOPE.
When were you the saddest in your whole life? WHEN I LOST A FAMILY MEMBER.
What time is it? 7:11PM.
Do you use ebay to buy or sell? USED TO BUY.
Who makes you mad? HEHEHE.
Have you ever heard a song written about you? NOPE.
Something you want to happen in 2012? THE WORLD WILL NOT END AND HAVE A JOB! :d

Honestly, do you miss 2010? NAH..AM FINE.

HONESTY SECTION
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? lemme look..ahah..pink
2. Honestly, whats on your mind? FOODS.
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? TEXTING, TYPING.
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? NOPE but ask my sibs..ahaha.
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? YUNG ATE KUNG SAN AKO NGPALABA SA MANILA.EHE
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? AM NOT SUPPOSED TO.
10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? BOREDOM
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails? YES
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? I THINK SO
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? YES.
14. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? YES.
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? NOPE
17. Honestly, are you in denial? AHAHA..YES
18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? YES. 
19. Honestly, do you like anyone? YES
20. Honestly, does anyone like you? HOPE SO.


ANGER SECTION
1. What do you do when you’re mad? THROW THINGS THEN I CRY. ahaha..weirdo
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? I BROKE THE DOOR.
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? YES.
4. Do you swear when you’re mad? YEAH

CRYING SECTION
1.When was the last time you actually cried? THIS WEEK..basta.
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? YES.
3. Do certain songs make you cry? NOPE.
4. What usually makes you cry? CERTAIN SITUATIONS.

HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person? YES
2. What makes you the happiest? A TEXT. :)
4. Do you believe in yourself? SOMETIMES.
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? USUALLY, I LOOK AT THEM IN THE EYES TO SEE IF THEIR INSULTING ME OR WHAT….ahaha

got this from my cousin..ahaha..thanx cole!! :D

Loving someone and being loved by that person may be one of the most blissful feelings in the world.
However, loving someone and being loved by that person BUT something keeps you from being together is the most painful feeling.
It is a feeling that you won’t be able to remove no matter how much you wanted to tear your heart away.
A feeling that leaves you empty, leaving you with nothing but a heavy heart and a dull ache that only makes you wish you never started to love at all.
But despite all this, the risk of falling in love is easier to embrace rather than practical thinking. We let our feelings rule us. The mind over matter…does not even exist.

I have learned to love for once in my life I have no regrets for these feelings of bliss.
I also learned that to love is to experience thousands of emotions from the only person holding your hand and also your heart.
I learned that leaving him may be the only way for you to know his worth.
And the payment for that realization?
The facts that you realize you love him when he no longer belongs to you… and realizing that he was never yours in the first place.
And when you are given a chance to love him again, you can’t just let the feeling go anymore…

Regrets are part of our lives. They are there to experience the importance of rational decisions, logical thinking and sometimes, because of the “bahala-na” system of thinking.
I always taught myself to live with no regrets. Kaso may pagkasira lang talaga ako ng ulo.
Ako ung tipo ng tao na hindi namamalayan na mali ang desisyon nya hangga’t hindi pa binabato sa akin ang resulta… Tip: I jump before I look…
The main and great results of these decisions? REGRETS.

[been looking at my drafts..and found this one..]
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I MISS YOU!!!

you humongous living thing whom i don’t even know if you really miss me too or you’re just saying you do just to make me quiet…

you see, it’s lonely without you..or at least i am lonely without you..

you? how about you? you take what is there…

what am i to you?

am really confused..

i know you know that  i love you..

but do you love me too? or are you just saying that you do because i say that  i do?

i miss you.. :’C

and i cry at the thought of not having you by my side..

why?

i have no reason..

it’s just that maybe, i love you so much… :(

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HOW TO STAY YOUNG?

1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height.
Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay them.

2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.

3. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle.
“An idle mind is the devil’s workshop.” And the devil’s name is Alzheimer’s!

4. Enjoy the simple things.

5.  Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.
And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and Lots of time
with HIM/HER.

6. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is yourself. LIVE while you are alive.

7.  Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

8. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county, to a foreign country,but NOT to where the guilt is.

9. Don’t drink to excess. While studies have shown that a single drink each day might not harm health — and might even have some beneficial effects — too much alcohol can damage almost every organ in the body and weaken the immune system.

10. Protect yourself from the sun’s deadly rays. Age is a risk factor for skin cancer.To lower your risk, try to avoid unnecessary sun exposure, especially between 10 a.m. and 2 p.m. And when you are outdoors, wear a sunscreen with an SPF of at least 15.

11.Don’t smoke. Quitting reduces your risk of heart disease almost immediately, and over the years also reduces your chance of getting lung diseases, including cancer.

12. Maintain a healthy weight. Avoid coronary heart disease and other killer conditions associated with being overweight by keeping your weight in check: Eat fruits and vegetables and limit your intake of fat and calories. And work out regularly, being sure to combine stretching for flexibility, aerobics for endurance and weight training for strength.

uhm..this is a reblog from sweetestsin2862..thought it was worth sharing so copied it from him/her..

i love him..

i never thought of what i wanted in life until i met him..i even feared of loosing him..he gave me the chance to feel how it was to have someone to hold you, and tell you it’s alright even you both know it isn’t..he gave me the chance to have someone who will wipe my tears, who will make me laugh, who make me experience love..

i love him..

and i’ll be damned if you asked me to forget how it feels.he gave me security when i needed it the most..he love me in ways that only he can do..and for that, to me, he is perfect..

i love him..

and i have to let him go…people change for better and for worse..i am no longer the perfect person for him..and what i refuse to let go is what i feel for him..i am not perfect…i may be bounded by these chains that i tied myself..but please let me be..i may have let go of him but within me will always be the thought of him..call me crazy.. call me stupid..but i love him..if loving him with all of me is a sin, then i am the sinner you’ve all hated..

i love him..

that fact will never change…until i am ready to unbound myself and face the reality of how to live my life and become the better person ready to love again..i hope…

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